I think everyone is very used to my ‘I HATE YOU!’ Thingy but obviously, I am rarely serious when I say that. Maybe that’s the problem. Maybe I should start taking those words seriously and actually using the word for specific reasons only. Sometimes it’s soo hard to tell someone I hate you. I mean, for people I actually hate I actually tell them I hate them but they seem to always ignore me.

Well, technically, the people I hate are generally the same.

You see, the types of people I hate are those who actually ask ‘Why do you hate me?’ and they want you to list down the reasons and they either

a) Forget everything about it
b) Shove it into your face when they try to do something to your liking

Why am I suddenly posting up such a post? This is because in my current course right now, I have a certain person like this. Just because your aunt and your uncle and your aunts friend is an architect doesn’t mean you rely on them for every single thing! Yea fine, help okay but ergh, it’s like being so dependent! Yea so you’re going to be in this stupid project cause your mum is pulling you into it. I think she has repeated that to me err.. 5 times? I have lost count.

Our first assignment for building materials, to go to a site and find out info about it. I like to do stuff with my own effort but she decided to get help from her aunt or whatsoever. I wanted to go to really nice places like Boh Tea (a lecturer for design recommended it), louis Vuitton (hey I really like their interior!) and yes, fine, I can get the contacts of the architects but most of it would be our pure hard work! Instead, she wants to go to places like Inti or a cake factory (I mean seriously.. a factory?) just cause her aunt or mum designed it or something so she has all the plans, all the materials, hell yes I should be happy that I barely have to do work. But what’s the fun of not doing work?! Okay fine, this isn’t really worth bitching.

Today we just received an assignment to make an A2 postcard with the theme ‘We, ourselves and us’. 3 in a group. It’s quite obvious that this meant that we had to combine our interests together and create one masterpiece that symbolises our unity right?! I explained it then suddenly she started drawing this box on the mahjong paper. Me and another friend were like ‘huh? what are you doing?’ and she was like ‘This is my frame lah! This is my space and that one is yours and that one is yours!’ O…kay… So fine, she wants it that way I’m fine with it. So I drew y box and started sketching out what I want it to look like. Then one of our lecturer came and said that opur piece shold combine our similarities and show that we can actually relate to each otehr and she went all ‘OOHH!!!’ and explained it to us. Me, already knowing it from the start just didn’t listen to her while she boasts her understanding and she thought I didn’t understand. I told her I understood it pretty well and I was telling it to her from the beginning! And she was like ‘haiya, you don’t understand’ and tried explainig it to me. Obviously I was confused as to why she was doing this. When she saw my confused face, she thought I was still confused with the assignment! Okay fine, let her do whatever she wants again.

So she said that we shuold coluor coordinate the stuff and put them in categories. I said ‘NO! We shuold just let the stuff be free cause colour coding them would be troublesome. And yes, we’re doing it using actual objects although personally I prefer using computer. it’s easier to carry, neater and easier to handle and make! but obviously, if the other 2 are making 3D stuff, mine would really be… flat… Back to the colour coding, did she listen to me? NO, she did not! She said it would look like rubbish. There is a way to mix colours well and make it not look like rubbish you know?!

It’s because she thinks to much! She thinks to much of what the teacher says and what the books says. To me, if you want to survive in the world of art you have to really express yourself without thinking! Maybe abit of planning but never in depth thinking into something! The title is practically screaming unity!

Anotehr trait I dislike about her is cause when she finds someone else to talk to, you’re abandoned. Which is why on the trip to Morib, when I sat next to her, I decided to move and sit with the seniors cause she was talking to the guy beside us. I don’t like abandoning friends. Maybe I do it sometimes but ergh okay, I try not to. Really. I try my best.

The problem I always have with people I hate is that they think tat I love them like LOADS. I sholdn’t be talking bad about people I know. I mean, most probably some if you hate me to the deepest core of your heart but cause I think you love me or something so I practically hold on to you. I know I’m annoying. I know I’m a hypocrite. But gah! I just can’t stand people with these kinda attitudes you know?!

I don’t think I can escape these type of peoples. so far, 2 of these people have haunted my lives. She’s the third. All I can do is persevere. Oh god I’m so tempted to change groups but names have been submitted.

Really sorry if this post makes no sense but I just had to let it out >.<

Other than that, college life is fun! :D

I found the book my senior told me about… SENSUAL ARCHITECTURE the architecture of erotic buildingsX).