Good god another meme… I just hate this stuff cause of the tagging =_=.

Tagged by putih. Damn joo girl. ♥

1. Person who tagged me

Putih

2. Relationship with her
One of my gay sources and comrade in spreading gay reborn love to the world! Truthfully and honestly? Collegue in Gemala (school mag) Editorial Team. How boring =_=.

3. 5 impressions of her
Well, when I first met her I saw her drawing naruto fanarts and just passed her off as one of the people who likes anime in school. But after working (god that sounds so cool) with her for nearly a year, I found her a very horny, weird and unpredictable person. But all in all, that just makes her amusing and fun to talk to. Also, as an added extra, she’s creative and too modest thinking that her designs and artwork sux but actually she’s just contradicting herself. she even thinks she writes badly but srsly? NO YOU DON’T. I’ll be awaiting my 359 now =).

4. Most memorable thing done for me
Right now? Writing a gay pwp 359 fic for me

5. Most memorable words for me
“Are you trying to imply something” and NO I’m not. THey just come out sounding all wrong and gay unintentionally…

6. If become my lover
That’s impossible! Not with her current state that is… If I had a sexy voice and probably a have a body with a bust of 90cm, waist of 68cm and hips of 88cm and stand with a height of 170cm, I might have the chance =\.

7. If become lover, things to improve are
The gay love shall spread! Good god that’s terrible!

8. If become enemy
I shall be cursed to not get Ichinose pics…. ;_; MY HI-RES ICHINOSE DAMMIT!

9. Reason become enemy
Because she won’t give me gay stuff

10. Most desirable thing to do for her now
Fine the HI-RES ICHINOSE PIC so that I can shove it to her face and laugh at her. But that’s something for me. I guess for her would be to be able to draw a decent 8018 pic =<.

11. Overall impression of her
HORNYHORNYHORNYHORNY Innocent and has virgin eyez O=)

12. How I think people will feel about me
Annoying, irritating, noisy, stubborn, self-centred. Of course, the negative ones can go on forever so let’s move to the optimistic one which has less. Fun to bully (rings a bell anybody?), friendly and easy to approach, life can never get quiet =).

13. The characteristic I love about myself
….. *approx 5 minutes has passed.. srsly* err… I like ice cream? =D

14. The characteristic I hate about myself
I tend to be frank. VERY FRANK. So people get irritated sometimes. =/ Or so I think I am.

15. Most ideal person that I want to be
Nobody is perfect but if I had to pick, I wanna be like… *thinks*
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actully when I think back and look at putih’s answer being Gokudera is not all that bad either… O_O I mean, he’s rich, sexy and badass! Only bad thing is having a bad past.

16. Say something to the people you care about
Sorry if I make you guys angry or pissed of or anything but that’s just me =P.

17. Pass on to 6 people who you want to know how they feel about you.
1. Pei
2. Cocot
3. Fen
4. Waney
5. Shu Ying
6. Julia
… srsly.. I have so few friends.. I didn’t know who to pick…

18. 6’s (Julia) relationship with you
Friends since primary school O_O. We have come a loong way my friend

19. 1 (Pei) is male/female
Transvestite Female

20. Is 4 (Waney) studying
Lol. at 3AM? NAW.

21. Last time you chatted with 3 (Fen)
This evening.

22. 5 (Shu Ying) likes what music?
… the corrs…?

23. Will I woo 3 (Fen)
Oh definitely!  O=)

24. How about 1 (Pei)
HOR HOR! DEFINITELY!

25. Is 2 (Cocot) single
LOL. YES! GO GET HER GUYS!!!

26. Surname of 6 (Julia)
Nur? O_o Mrs. Nur~~♥

27. Hobby of 4 (Waney)
Taking picture of cats.

28. 5 (Shu Ying) & 2 (Cocot) get along well
I wonder if they even know each other… O_o

29. Something casual about 1 (Pei)
I WANT HOUSE, SUPERNATURAL AND HEROES PLZ!!!!

30. Tried developing feelings for 3 (Fen)
Oh yes, I have. Fen~~ ILU~~~

31. 5 (ShuYing) lives at
A house which is situated in a small country called Malaysia.

32. What colour does 6 (Julia) like
Red and Black. Affirmative!

33. 3 (Fen) likes 1 (Pei)
Lol. ORANG CINA!!!

34: How I knew 2 (Cocot)
Her father asked me whether I would like to sit next to her in class when we were in std5.

35. 5 (Shu Yings) got pets Yes, I think so. Doggies.

36. No. 1 (Pei) sexiest person
Lol. Chase~~♥♥ eh?? XD Or maybe Jensen Ackles.

I woke up with a foul mood again. The last night was spent with me trying to understand waves (and I did… ) and understanding how to change degrees into radians and vice versa (and I did too!). Dinner was take out calzone which was bought specially for me but I stomped out half way through dinner just cause my parents were pissing me off =\. Then after understanding waves and radians stuff.. I slipped off into bed woke up at 5am yet again but this time didn’t sleep back. I climbed up to the computer room and checked my downloads. Satisfied, I went back into my room and continued studying waves. I was tempted yet again to consume the steroids that haunted me through last night. I sms-ed my friend about it and she said they were antibiotics for allergies and all but even though they were small, they are fatal. I’m sure eating 6 would take your life away right? But I didn’t. Instead, I packed the medicine back into the bag and stuffed them in my wardrobe, at the top so that I would be lazy to take them out.

After that, I decided to watch Apocalypto. BORING. Sensing my foul mood, my mum cooked spaghetti for lunch. I promptly ate it all up and headed back to my room, watching Fantastic Children. Then after tuition, my father said ‘Let’s go have some gelato. you haven’t had that for quite sometime right?’. That was when I felt heaven shining down at me. I agreed and we headed off to eat gelato. He even bought the 5 scooped one and I ate them up happily. After that, my younger brother was back to biting and pushing me. Seriously, what gelato does to you =D. They just bring a smile to your face!

I’m still disappointed at myself for missing the calzone (which I really like!) but yea, I said sorry to my parents =) For stomping off away in the middle of dinner even though I’m always the first to leave the table. My mum replied ‘Oh, and I was just thinking of having lasagne for dinner’. I was like WHAT?! Then she laughed and said she bought the ingredients and passed it to my cousin already so yea, I’ll be having lasagne for dinner and mind you, my cousin cooks the best lasagne! (But that’s her only forte). I will study tonight, a way of repaying my family for their utmost love and care for me =D. At the same time.. I will write good stuff about people again to contra off the 2 pages full of swear words and what not…

My mum told me it was not usual for me to have mood swings (only my brothers have constant mood swings and I, being the middle child am always the person who have to tolerate with their foul mood). If only she knew why =D.

P/S I’m still pissed off at Putih so I will continue ignoring her…

“After SPM, you can enjoy and do whatever you want so study now and enjoy later”
I don’t think those kind of motivation works on me now… =_=
When I was sitting for PTS, they said the exact same thing. What did I get? I had to cram science and maths of std4 during the holidays, EVERY WEEK.
When I was sitting for UPSR, same thing. During the holidays, believe it or not, they told me to practice my maths, finish my UPSR books even though UPSR was over and done with.
When I was sitting for PMR, they enrolled me for some Form 4 class.

Which is why telling me that I’ll be free after SPM is completely bullshit. Yea… being stuck at home, having to take care of my younger brother. SO FUN. Can I go to Japan? NO. And My mum even wants to send me to some graphics class. Of course, I fought back quickly. What? spend my supposed to be can-do-anything holidays STUDYING?! As usual, I told her off. We never fight, we argue. No screaming but just debating. Among all my siblings, I’m the one they have problem most with because I tend to fight back. Of course I’ll fight back! They’re not giving what I want here! My older brother is allowed to step out of the house anytime (ever since he was form 1 even!)! Me? I have to ask permission first. My older brother had the keys to the house when He was in form 5, why can’t I have the keys to the house and the freedom to go and come as I please? Everytime I step out of the house for a little walk, they assume I’m running away.

My father on the other hand, WANTS me to walk to tuition and those kind of stuff. When I do, he scolds me because I’m a girl and it is dangerous. Tell me not to fight back? They are against themselves! They talk about how children nowadays are not independant and how children nowadays stick to their parents like glue. YEA! OF COURSE WE WILL! If you don’t let us go how are we supposed to leave you?!

Grgh, sometimes I pity them for having a daughter like me though…

Enough emo-ing, now for raya news.

Early Saturday morning, we woke up early and visited my aunt who was preparing for her annual extravagant raya open house. Her kuih even consists of Famous Amos Cookies and her fridge(s) were packed with cakes. I just popped some chocolates into my mouth and took a few bites of cookies and we were off. FIrst stop, my… err… one of my grandparents grave. Then we were off to Ipoh. I tried reading bukit kepong but dozed of. THAT was how boring it was.

Once we reached Ipoh, the first thing that welcomed us was “Moh ke Ipoh wey!”. Atleast that wa sunderstandable. So we went straight to Masjid Paloh where the prayers had not even started. Once prayers finished, we went to visit the grave in the masjid. My grandma, and grandpa’s grave (I think…). My eldest uncle lead the prayers and after that, the fun begins. We headed off to one of my relatives houses.

There, I gathered with my cousins and apparently, they were gossiping about Ashraf Sinclair (who was in the same masjid visiting the grave there which means that he’s definitely a nearby relative) however you spell his name =_=. Apparently, he’s related like.. my father’s cousin’s son or something like that I didn’t bother. They made fun off him and their main aim was to appear in the photo’s just incase it will be published in the magazine.

The first day, we went to MANY houses but after the 3rd house, I had to be sent back to the hotel cause I got sick and was coughing alot. In the hotel, alone, I found out I had fever but my parents didn’t find out. SO I slept throughout the day.

BAD MOVE. My family visited one of our hard core gamer relatives. Yet again, I dunno how I’m related to them but he’s my fathers aunt’s son or something like that and last year, when I visited him, he only had like.. PS2 and Xbox but NOW, according to my cousins and my younger brother and the birds in the sky, he’s not working and is dedicating himself to the gaming world. He had PS1, PS2, PS3 and I dunno whatelse and when they were there, he was already on the couch playing some game. NO!!!!! I WANNA GO!!! They have good kuih’s there!! SO at night, I didn’t wanna miss the fun so I followed my family. As usual, the first night, we go to the same house to play with fireworks. We heard the first fire cracker being launched into the sky and my cousin who is the same age as me was itching to take out his firecrackers. Sadly, the rain came and put off the panjut or what you call them. All the kids waited eagerly, checking every now and then for the rain to stop. And when it did… they started with a bang. With the help of a empty Vico tin and bunga api supplied by my father, the road was full of smoke and lights. I only got to look from the verandah cause if I went to close, I would get a coughing fit. So I amused myself by watching cinta, getting annoyed by Malaysia’s lack of good audio even though the story was good.

Second day passed in a blur. We visited yet another grave. My mum’s side and prayed for more than an hour, walking through various graves cause we had to wiat for my Aunt and Uncles from Subang. The names last time were very interesting I must say =D. Then after visiting the graves, my day compromised of me eating, sleeping, eating and sleeping. Head dizzy and all but still stubborn enough to say no to panadol. And suddenly, I’m home in Subang. I was active! First stop, internet! XD My first real meal in 2 days was.. SUSHI! XD

Anyway, itred of typing. I dunno what I typed but bleh… RIght now. I hate my writing style (not to mention my drawing style too and my designing skill). Either I’m bad at writing porn or bad at writing generally. And most probably it’s the latter one…

EDIT : I have decided, if I were to live alone in the near future, I will get a pet! which I know my parents will be against since I have asthma. HAR HAR

EDIT EDIT : Crap! My cousins introduced me this new download thing and OMG… I LOVE IT